Is there ever a day when you just would like to run away???

 

Today is that day for me. I am having the worst most frustrated day ever. I just want to scream and in a apartment that can not be done. So I think I will ask Santa if he would buy me this little house and I can take my work and go in there and hide. I am going to put a do not disturb sign on the doors. This way I can work and not be yelled at every two minutes. As I just went off on Charlie for something so stupid as I was having problems with work and instead of getting up and walking away I stayed at the computer and just kept getting more and more frustrated until I blew up at Charlie and it was not even his fault. I am so so sorry Charlie and I Love you more than anything. I know I can not take the yelling at you back but I can say I am sorry and I am.

Love, Mommy

How many of you feel like I do?

I am already tired and stressed put from all of the Holiday running around. I wish I could just jump on a plane and run away. I have been searching travel sites for deals for places with sunny beaches. Only I know I could never run away as it would not be fair to my son who is looking forward to Christmas. Plus with David not working a steady job right now there is no money to travel anywhere. If there was I would like to visit Hawaii or Australia with just David and I as I am not sure Charlie would enjoy either of these spots. Plus David and I never had a honeymoon or have even been able to take a trip together and so I think it is time. I keep saying when we retire but after losing my daughter I am not sure I want to wait. What is one of us does not make it? So I have been looking into travel sites that offer last minute flights as I think if I could budget my money then I might be able to make it. Have any of you been to either place and which one would you think we should visit?

Glenda and David