How was your day yesterday? It was hard for me it was the day we buried my daughter in 2004.

I woke up with the intention to stay busy all day so I would not think about it and when I would least expect it would creep into my mind. I could not focus at all and most of the things I needed to do did not get done. So today I will be playing catch up. It is so hard when a parent outlives there children. This is not supposed to happen. Especially when they are only 16 and did not do anything wrong. Since she was hit on Thanksgiving weekend and buried in December it makes it hard on me getting into the Christmas spirit but I am trying for Charlie sake. I did break down a couple times yesterday but its OK as I know I am loved as at those time Charlie would just walk up and hug me or give me a kiss. he even rubbed my back for me and asked me what he could do to make me smile. So with him by my side the day was not quite as hard as it could have been. If you have children Please grab them and let them know you love them. If you have ever lost a child know I am here for you and willing to talk to you as I know how hard it is. Suzzane I love you know and forever. Thank you Jesus for the 16 years I had with her. Charlie I love you to the moon and back. You are my best friend. I Thank God for you. Without you I would be so lost. I am so Proud to be your mom. David Thank you for my son. I know I do not say it enough but I do love you. I am so sorry you are home today sick. I hope you feel better soon as Charlie and I do not like seeing you this way. You are our rock and the one we count on. Thank you Jesus for my son and daughter. I also Thank you for David. Merry Christmas everyone. Glenda